Diary of a Madman & Nico

Not insane or paranoid, this is a confession of the Children of the Sun.

Friday, December 16

I am a little not pissed today than yesterday... but I dunno my life is bogged down by a demented drunk, who craves attention from anybody,everybody... He lives with us but what a life he is living, drunk twenty four seven... Anything he does he expects some praise like a kid who does the same. The other day he brought home a bitch ( look what the cat dragged in...shit) and we kicked her out of our place and she asked for cash...yea a classic whore and a racist too... God, what a low life. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired of my demented brother who is more or less like Barney ( The Simpsons), He uses the phone all the time (I know I am bitching) and lord knows who he talks to till 3 am... and some people he meets are just like him... Men and Women.
And whatever he does, bad stuff, he says something like "I don't know what I did wrong" and I am hollering ...Find me the solution... killing him would be a sin.

Thursday, December 15

I hate it when I am like what I am today...everything seemed like a tunnel vision, my girl went to a concert venue while I was at work and am damn pissed off, she talked non stop about how busy she was helping out the organisers, and I had lots of problems to solve and yea I am pissed off...She is going again 2moro and what a bloody joke it is for me because she told me, a month ago that her friends sister is getting married and its Important that she attends the wedding, now freak show is more important... From where I stand. I don't know how Important I am to her though she says she cares... And that for a joke like Bombay Vikings whose lead singer always seems to have a pitch problem- live.